25 you bring up some questions. I havent forgotten you and im not ignoring you. I want to think about all that has been said, especially the father figure part and get back to you.

I like to spend sometime thinking of my responses so I can dig deep, I know you all mentioned before that I answer too quickly without thinking it through.

I will list my 180s again and how well they are going. But honestly GAL to meet new people has not gone so well. I GAL a lot of stuff with D3 and spend time reading my MBA book, but aside from the meditation class I went to 2 aeeks ago its been crap honestly.

The meditation class is on again in 2 hours so I may go again.

Look out for a post that addresses the question 'what did I do to cause this sitch, and where did it go from yesterdays refresher post about our M history'. Later tonight.

By the way 25, thank you for coming back to help me out, thought I had lost you. I have been following your thread and even posted on there about how much respect I have for you. Truely an amazing woman. smile


Me, H-34 now 38
W-32 now 35
T-13 now 18 years
M-6 now 9
Daughter 3 years now 7
Bomb 11/27/12 - OM
1 year in house separation
Reconciliation 12/2013. Healed now 2017