The good thing is my wife has been talking. I'm not bringing up the r talks. She's initiating. It's scary though. I am never sure that what I say to her is taken the way I intend.

She tells me I seem happy, and I am. I choose to look on things around me and be thankful for what I and we have.

From here in out I think I should really concentrate on just listening to her and hearing what she has to say. She knows where I am at. I don't learn anything by talking about me.