Help & Advice needed please Thread 2

[Intact]

I find 'love' hard to define actually. I think love is a lot of things - including putting that persons feelings in front of your own. Duty and obligation? Yes I think it is that too... Parenting together. Yep.

I do feel guilty about the kind of husband I was but that is not why I am here. I have made changes, and I feel good for them. They have benefited me greatly and whatever happens in my sitch I will continue with the positive changes...

How do I feel? It changes constantly. I always feel good about my changes. I miss my Wife dreadfully. I feel a little empty that the person I love so much has been driven away by my actions.

There are of course still things I want to change about myself, but I realise it will take commitment and time. I don't want to act out of emotion any longer.