Lost her love or MLC?

[Alias71]

I assume that I'm not the only one who feels fine and fully in control one minute and the next desperate and out of control?

Trying to hold it together. The thought of going back to England appeals today (although I wouldn't act on it yet) whilst yesterday it was the last thing on my mind.

I did something stupid and it's backfired massively. I snooped. Not much. Just to see what she was looking at on the internet but it jolted me. Lesson learnt. Whatever the temptation don't snoop. If you don't see anything then you don't feel better but if you do then you just feel a lot, lot worse.

Right, a few breathing exercises are needed to get my calmness back!!