It always comes back to the above for you. I want you to see how self-centered those statements are, and I think is this part of your problem.
Yes, I suppose it does sound self-centered, but it is how I feel. None of us thought that we would be in this boat. It's just amazing to me how someone can change so much. She says that she doesn't, but it sure seems like she hates me.
Renee, it does help (a little) to think that she is dead and I guess in a way, she is. The woman I was married to is long gone.
I've spent the last 11 months working from home, but today I started training for a new job. It is just a simple retail job, but I must admit that it felt damn good to get out of the house. Maybe I need more of that. I've been kind of isolated from everything and everyone since this went down. It was nice getting out even if it was for work.
Tad
Currently: M 56 XW 57 Sons 38,33,31,29
The Sitch: Married 26 years EA w/ OM 9/10 Bomb 10/10 (5 weeks after 25th anniversary) Sep 12/10 She wants D 1/11 W files 5/11 D final 10/11 XW marries OM 6/13
