Thank you GWN for posting your story in great detail. I am glad to see your H is working on his issues. Even though its going to take longer, it appears to be a positive sign.

You are probably feeling sad again because you have a little bit of hope again. After 18 months, you probably locked that all up. Now that things are changing a bit, you may be feeling hope again.
I go weeks on end with doing ok, then something comes up that give me a bit of hope, and then I feel sad again.

Hang in there, you have come so far. Its good that you put a timeline in place.

Me 38 H 39
M13 T18
S6
S9
Bomb Drop 11/11
Moved Out 7/12
Still have hope.
No OW that I know of..