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[dorightman]

Thanks Mr.Bond,bblake1968,Breakdown,azguy,AnotherStander ,Advina.

I see the mistakes I'm making and I really appreciate your support, even Mr.Bond's 2x4's!!

This is the hardest thing I've ever had to go through. I'm learning so much in the process, but it isn't easy for me. It goes against all my natural instincts.

I really feel that my w is done with me. I don't believe that if I change, she will come back. I feel that she has moved on already, and has no interest in working things out.

I know she is texting a coworker now everyday. I want to ask her about it, but I know if I do she will say I'm snooping and it will only bring up the fact that she thinks I'm trying to control her. I'm sure you all would agree that I shouldn't bring it up and I should stop checking the phone bills as it only will hurt me in the end. I'm not crazy about paying for her cell phone when she is using it for an EA, but I'm afraid to deal with that because I think it would make her want to see a mediator asap, and that means D asap.

I hope you all have a great night and thanks again.