Well I talked to the W on the phone last night.... and wow has it really messed up my feelings... It was an up and down conversation. She did say she misses me.... most of her venom spewing was directed at my daughter... how she could not live with the stress of having another kid in the house... and having her daughter unhappy... that her school came first and foremost.... we did talk a little about the OM.... she was saying how it's a relationship... no emotion... just fun times and sex.. that she knows it's not a long term thing but she likes it because he's young and has no baggage... we had always dealt with our blended family great before.... and now she says she can't handle it because of school and she wants a fun life. we had a fun life before.... She talks about our 9yr relationship and my kid as if it was nothing and wasn't worth the trouble? I just don't get it? most of everything she was saying was a lie...it's soo hard to hear the woman I love talk the way she did....
I need to detach... badly... I just don't know how to do it... one conversation in two months on the phone and it ripped me apart...:(
M-39 W-41 T-9yrs BD-Dec 2012 “regardless of your choices and the fact that they may have caused me to experience painful emotions, I still love you because I recognize the purpose of our journey.”
