Looking for a little advice and support

[cbtdad]

Thanks AS and azguy.
AS you know the exact words to use to get a point across. Those are exactly the things I was thinking. But, azguy, I begin to lose patience with all this. I know this is going to take time. I just hate the unknown. I just want to work on this and see if there's a chance and then move on one way or the other. That's what I hate. Because I feel like sometimes I don't want this either. I feel as of I should have one foot out the door and draw back sometimes. Then others I want to do anything I can to help so that hopefully I get that chance to work on it together.
I'm working on my patience, but it is so tough