I can't wait till I can get to the point of not worrying about my wife's reactions. I know how you feel about being tired of being in a loveless M. I am fortunate (I guess) in that we will still occasionally ML. Is it out of love? I kind of doubt it since she never shows me any type of love at other times. It is alot to take.
It does sound like you are doing better overall with regards to being a better person and not letting W "get to you".
Probably a good idea to refrain from saying, I told you so.
Press on Blake. Good luck.
M 37 W 36 T22 M14 D8 D4 8/2012 distanced BD 11/2012 (likely wants D. Feelings have changed.) W move out date: June 8th.