Treading water

[Grizz]

Luke and AS, I do need to show more PMA. Continuing to talk about anything may be the way to go.

Labug, I probably am a little PA with others. The strange thing is that I am so easy going that it actually takes alot to bother me. The sad thing is that I am much quicker to go into PA mode with my W than anyone else. I guess that says alot about where I am at in my life right now. You hurt the ones that you are closest to which is sad.

On a related note, I am sad. My sadness is displayed by me being quiet. This in turn can be perceived as being PA by my W. When my W is disappointed with my actions I become sadder which is perceived again as PA and it just feeds on itself. A terrible cycle to be in and a cycle that needs to be broken. I see it happening I just have to fix it!

Thanks guys!