I really hate being an adult. I've thought more about running away as an adult than when I was a kid...
Love this...was driving the other day without S in the car and thought about just keep on driving...just leave this life and find another would seem easy for a little while...but then there is reality.
Sometimes it seems like H has picked this path though. Something I need to work on to be able to deal with.
Good Advice from keep_going...it is hard to keep that smooth paved road back home, also hard to not make it seem that doing GAL is not to get them back...time I guess...this is a hard one for me too...
Set the boundaries that you need for the funeral, do what you think is right for you, supportive for you and that you are okay with when you look back at the day...good luck, sorry for your loss, and try to keep you head up...easier said then done.
My anxiety has been high lately too and trying to keep focused on my goals is hard too...but the need to do that is what will make the anxiety go down.
