Hi Kevin, thanks for your post. The good news is I'm not downhearted about things (well sometimes I am) just working through what go me here.

I do have and will continue to have a new MO. smile

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Me 57/H 58
M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13

Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do.
I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering.
Caroline Myss