She's been treating you this way for years correct? Why does it bother you now?
You've made that list, now what have you been doing to accomplish those things? All goals should be attainable within a couple of weeks. If you haven't seen any results, then you adjust your goals.
BTW, I would change C if I were you. Why on earth would you see a C who specializes in "end of life" situations when all you want to do is get your self-esteem back?
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.