2tp, thank you for that analogy. i think the truth is that i have been grasping at air for a long time now.
thanks for the hugs, 2chiquitos. when i miss her, i try and remember what you have said about how hard it is to piece and be grateful that i am not struggling with that right now.
subguy, thank you for stopping by and for the support. i do feel better again, it is a wave that comes and goes... i need to remind myself of how it passes when it is here.
bug, a good reminder, thanks, i do get ahead of myself a lot.
i went to a party last night. i was invited by a friend i had not seen in years and was not sure if she might think it was a date (lesbian life is so confusing, it is hard to know if someone is asking you somewhere as a friend or something more.) i almost had a panic attack on the way to her house but a kind friend talked me down. i did not want to go, i was really freaked out..
thankfully, the friend that invited me clarified it quickly with some comments about a girl she is dating and i felt much, much better.. the party itself was amazing, there were a bunch of very interesting and attractive women there that i did not know at all... and a DJ and i danced a ton.. i had a truly fabulous time
Me(f): 51 W: 41 DP:8 M:3 T:10 "W not happy" 7/11 D final: 8/13
the party itself was amazing, there were a bunch of very interesting and attractive women there that i did not know at all... and a DJ and i danced a ton.. i had a truly fabulous time
- very interesting and attractive women - DJ's - Dancing....a ton - fabulous time
Seems pretty straight forward to me. I think I will become a lesbian!
Me51 W53 S17 S14 M22 T25 Bomb-9/11; A-11/11; I move out 11/11
It's easy to find our bottom, it is our top that requires cultivation.
Every rough spot adds to our emotional constitution. -Barney Fife
NG - I am glad you had a good weekend! Keep the momentum going - how does your week look like (besides work?) Anything good planned during your free time? Time to take care of you!
((((NG)))))
Originally Posted By: 2thepoint
- very interesting and attractive women - DJ's - Dancing....a ton - fabulous time
Seems pretty straight forward to me. I think I will become a lesbian!
^^^^^LMAO...
Me & H: 44 D7, D6, S3 Together: 20y, M: 17y EA: 11/13/10, Sep: 12/23/10 EA becomes PA: Spring 2011 H filed for D: 09/06/12 D Negotiating began 2/15 OW seemingly gone on 3/15 Still negotiating D
NG I am happy to hear you had such a good weekend! ((((((((((((((((NG)))))))))))))))))))
TPS Me: 44 H: 42 M14 T17 S10 D7 10/10 H moves out after death of his father-same month 21/04/12 H is 'DONE' 04/05/12 OW/PA confirmed (rumors from 2010) July '14 H ends affair May '15 H moves back home
