Lostforever, I just read few of you posts. [censored], i am in the same boat, just reach two weeks and a hlf weeks without contact, it [censored]. still find myself crying sometimes. I to have been trying to GAL, to many memories. I use this list of fellings to discribe how I feel, http://www.psychpage.com/learning/library/assess/feelings.html I have been in the unpleasant for the last 8 months. keep hoping she will change her mind. in [censored]. I to would love to just sit down and talk she will not even give me that. We went to mediation and she ran out of the mediator office calling me disgusting, that she never wanted to she me again, and tried to slam to door in my face.
