Thanks Tallula, I can sure get wrapped around the axle where money is concerned. That fear of never having enough or being enough has impacted my life in lots of negative ways through the years and has also affected my self-respect.

Another layer of the onion...

Me 57/H 58
M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13

Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do.
I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering.
Caroline Myss