SS, Sorry you are in so much pain. It's not easy when your spouse turns their back on you.
I was angry for many months.. consistently.
My advice to you now is to wait on your actions. Actions motivated by pain and anger are usually ones that you regret. In fact - they aren't actions at all.. they are reactions.
Use the anger to move forward... but don't let the anger use you.
M(f): 40 D'ed: 8/12
Show empathy when there's pain. Show grace when warranted. Kindness in the midst of anger. Faith in the face of fear.
