"That would be 7 weeks away from home - much too long - and I said no."
Good
"Does she want me gone? Or is this just to not have me fly so much (I do quite a bit) and be greener?"
Don't guess or try to analyze.
"Her choice of the Anna Karenina movie recommendation was also to send a message, I think. Anna is a freedom loving, irrepressible woman, swept off her feet by a dashing officer, but married to a dutiful, conventional husband. I think she saw herself and her situation in the movie, and hence made the recommendation."
HUGE leap in assumptions. Stop analyzing and mindreading.
Where are your list of goals?
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
