I really want to reach out to her, but I know should not. I have been thinking about all my past relationships with girlfriends in my life, I there was only one the I broke up with, all the others dumped me, I and now it has happen again with the one I really fell for, why does this keeping happening to me. [censored],
Then I was thinking more about it, and remembered that everyone of those girlfriends tried to get me back after a few months, one after about a year, but I was not unable to return to hurt. gotta go more later
