Ok so I could not sleep last night. All did manage to get a few hrs as i finaly got to sleep at 6 am.
All I could do is think about going out to drive past wifes house. I did talk myself out of it but it is back today. I cant say what i will do. I just have not talked or texted my W since the last texts about 2 weeks. I just hate this so much that she is not trying. I mean even if she wants a divorce she would still need to talk to me. I mean ever a note of texts to say I want a divorce. She is just not doing anything nor saying anything. this is driving me nuts.
Well I guess as soon as my pants are washed and dry I may take a ride on my motorcycle. It helped me yesterday so maybe it will help today. I just dont want to get sick. I ride yesterday i think made me a little sick. so I will just wait and see.
