Wife brought up the subject of our relationship yesterday. In a nutshell... nothing new. She doesn't know what she wants to do. Only knows one thing. She's NOT happy.
Been DB'ing my a** off. While she sees changes in me which she admits are good, it still doesn't erase her feelings that she will never be able to get back to feeling "in love" with me.
The new twist is that she says she feels I would handle our divorce better than she. That it would be easier for her to stay in our marriage than to leave, and that she wonders about us staying together as "just friends". What do you guys think of this? I wonder how I can be married to someone I love and not touch her when I find her SO attractive physically. We used to have a VERY good sex life.
Last night, she told me she wonders if we have a foundation we can build on. She feels that what we built on was a common career and awesome sex. The sex was hot right up until this past summer when we crashed. Since November, she literally won't let me touch her.
Part of me says living under the same roof as friends is better than separation. We would have contact and our kids wouldn't experience our divorce. Essentially, I think it would basically be a sexless marriage.
