Stuck..how do I get out???

[tiredndrained]

AJM.i do realize there was plenty wrong. H thought we didn't have SI enough. To the point he was so mean to Me about it. Went on for yrs. I found it difficult to be w someone who yells at me for it. The real issue was he was always working and I felt i did everything n was unappreciated. We did do it but had different ideas of how much was too little. The hard part of db is finding a balance bt getting my own life and how much do I fix w the SI when he isn't interested in me any longer n i can't see even doing that when things are this bad. None the less i have tried really hard to still do it. I feel it counteracts what i am trying to accomplish by getting a life. I have, however, learned a lot about myself and his complaints and would make sure i change those things for future relationships.