Back to the picnic

[needgrace]

dear SD, I envy you the birding course. I went on a walk a few weeks ago where i saw a bunch of blue and green herons and some different egrets.. it was very cool.

dear tori, thank you for confirming what i know in my heart...there is nothing more i can do but send her love and wish her happiness. she knows where my heart is and for me to do anything now is not being respectful of her, i think. thank you for the hugs and kindness.

dear busting, my picnic sister, thank you for riding this wave with me, i feel so much better with the support of all of you dear friends here. please come and visit us sometime, i would love that!

dear bug, your words this morning really helped me to realize that this current wave is another opportunity for me to grow. (although i am with you, sometimes i think enough already!) i have been thinking a lot lately about forgiveness and trying to wrap my head and hart around what it means to me, both for myself and my regrets in the M and for my STBXW. thank you, bug.