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Thank you Val. I think I am hoping for some last minute miracle touchdown play to prevent the D. It is my fear that if the D goes through, all chance of R is gone. It feels like I am grasping to the edge of a cliff (my M) and W keeps chopping away at the rock I am holding on to...the piece I am grasping is tiny now but.. I think you are right, it is time to just let go of the M...

SS, thank you. you have been so good to me. your strength and self confidence are an example to me

KG, thank you sweet friend. your offer and your support means so much. i do have a busy weekend planned which is good. a friend who i have not seen in years invited me to a big party tonight, which is a great opportunity to get to know a whole new crowd as it is orange county lesbians. the funny thing is that i am not sure if she thinks it is some kind of date..i dont think so as i think i made it clear when we talked last week that i am still recovering... but i am so out of touch with all this that i am a bit worried. ...lol