Hi Spartan - I'm up and down at the moment but doing ok... How are you? Thanks for asking...
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W has seemed a little warmer to me in recent conversations - which have been few and far between. I know she is with OM now so trying to take my mind off it.
Strangely, 2 of her friends asked me last week if I would still take her back - chalking that up to a coincidence though...
I do still miss her dearly and will do especially tomorrow being Mother's Day - have bought her flowers and a dress scarf off our son - I hope she likes them.
Whilst detaching seems to be getting a little easier I do still find it hard... Especially the don't initiate contact as I'm worried this is more of the same behaviour from me.
W 39 Me 33 M 9yrs 8 year old Son ILYBINILWY - Dec 12 W moved out - Jan 2013 OM - Jan 2013 I file for D - May 2013