Hi Spartan - I'm up and down at the moment but doing ok... How are you? Thanks for asking...

JOURNAL

W has seemed a little warmer to me in recent conversations - which have been few and far between. I know she is with OM now so trying to take my mind off it.

Strangely, 2 of her friends asked me last week if I would still take her back - chalking that up to a coincidence though...

I do still miss her dearly and will do especially tomorrow being Mother's Day - have bought her flowers and a dress scarf off our son - I hope she likes them.

Whilst detaching seems to be getting a little easier I do still find it hard... Especially the don't initiate contact as I'm worried this is more of the same behaviour from me.


W 39 Me 33 M 9yrs
8 year old Son
ILYBINILWY - Dec 12
W moved out - Jan 2013
OM - Jan 2013
I file for D - May 2013