H is home for a week. Been having a good time while he has been here. Remembering how much fun he and I used to have together before the darkness fell over our R. Been transparent. I asked to see his phone today. First time I really have ever done that. He showed me without hesitation. I think he was taken a back that I asked, but he didn't balk at all. I can't explain how helpful it is to be able to ask without feeling guilty and to be instantly validated by not seeing anything to worry about.
I know it sounds lame and maybe not the approach I should take, but little things like this help me trust him again. Hoping to get to the point in the future where I can trust again with my whole heart. But now, his efforts to help us heal and grow do not go unnoticed.
