I need to get better at experiencing the pain and moving on through it.
I found this interesting and wonder what you think you need to improve? From an outsiders perspective, it looks like you are getting very good at "experiencing the pain" and "moving on through it." You merely came here, mentioned the interaction, were proud of yourself for not running them down (lol) and carried on. I'd say that is great!
The sting of it all gets easier, NLW. I promise you. You really must never expect decency from anyone who has gone to such lengths to lie and cheat. They've already shown their lack of character. But you already know this. And as I've explained previously, there will always be a problem in their relationship given its origins. They both know what the other is capable of. And believe me, when they don't have you to concentrate on anymore, that fact is going to rear its ugly head.
