SM, your last post in the other thread was so full of mind-reading, snooping and immaturity that I really question if any of this is sinking in with you. Take your newly implemented moderation as a big hint that you need to stop, step back and actually pursue some DB'ing in your life. Detach. Get a life. Quit focusing soooooo much on your W and OM and focus on YOU. Quit talking about all the GAL stuff you're going to start "some day" and do it NOW. Read DR. Develop a list of your 180's. Implement them. Take a few weeks off from here. When you come back, return with a new attitude and spirit. Post your list of 180's. Post a list of the GAL activities that you have ALREADY been pursuing by then. Challenge yourself to not say a word about your W or OM in your posts. Good luck to you.
