Reb, reading your comments above.. Your H wants a wife..not a mother. It is a common complaint around here by the WAS. It was a complaint of my H. As far as IC is concerned I dropped mine, she kept telling me I deserved better (I know I did) but was not giving me the tools to help work on the issues, I wasn't going anywhere. Your H is saying.. that after 15 years - you change overnight?! He's not buying it. That's why this process can take so long. You must keep your changes consistent and keep them going until they become a part of you and your interactions with everthing and everyone in your life.
Yes its a confusing time. Its great to vent your negative thoughts here. It also helps if you can choose a path that you are comfortable with and stick with it. Great that you are going away by yourself. Am sure it will be a well-needed break.
