GTO, I have these moments of no hope too. I’m almost in NC. Sometimes it feels that my M is over, sometimes I think this is just temporary misunderstanding. My emotions are all still over. But, it gets better with time.
I agree with PowerOfNow, “start living in the moment”. Take one day at a time. I want to try one of these meetup groups too. I’m thinking dance, or hiking.
M:50 H:52 S28 (my S from previous marriage) M:17 + 3 BD: 06/12 S: 06/12 - H works in another state