Bring It On 2013

[BeingMe]

Thanks for your thoughts, Beatrice, Snodderly, and Forward. I so appreciate it when you guys come through. I have been feeling somewhat depressed, and unsure of myself ... not so much the M, but also university studies, and now my D20 seems to be in a funk. She didn't come home from uni today, and not replying to her cell phone. I would call her friend, where she most likely is, but she gets annoyed when I "check up" on her. I know I shouldn't worry, but she left a sad message on her Facebook, and when she does that, I start worrying. Ugh! The "joy" of being a parent of an adult ... ya got no power, but all the concern. I called H to send her a message on Facebook just so she knows her dad is there too. Just in case she feels he's deserting her. Just covering all my bases. A friend of hers committed suicide at the end of last year, and nobody knows why. She just left a message on Facebook with just one word "sorry". So, I don't want that to happen to D20 without my trying everything to make sure that doesn't happen. I just wish she would call me to say whether she'll be home or not tonight.

I feel better now, getting all that out. In the end, she's an adult now, and it's her life.