Oooooh, The Following is getting so good. When he pulled up to the house and all those people walked out...oh man!!!
Having a weird day. Not freaking out or anything, just feeling like texting H. This is the longest we have gone without texting. But, it's awesome that it's just a mild urge. Not overwhelming, and I know I'm not going to. This is really the first time I have truely pulled back. It's a wee bit scary. But I remind myself that not only do I need it and want it, but let's try something different with H. Not more of the same. And let's face it...I'm not losing anything. I did not sign up for an open M!!
Going to the gym after work (working an extra day this week). Need to get out for a few runs this week, as I'm running a St Patty's day Race next week.
Yeah, they would melt as I am in Alabama! Maybe I can drive REALLY fast!
I just read your entire sitch too...So you are going to get some of my blunt comments!
Your husband is a serial cheater. You don't need that in your life. He needs to fix ALL of himself before you should even consider being together again. He is very selfish and childish. The only way he is going to get better is if he WANTS to. He will also need to figure out why he cheats...Without knowing that, he won't be able to stop.
You, on the other hand, are an even more amazing woman than I thought when I first commented in this thread. You deserve unconditional love for you, and ONLY you! You are learning the skills that will make sure your next relationship will give that to you...whether that be your husband, or the man you will find afterwards, you will be strong enough to not settle for anything less!
