Not confused anymore...just anxious and emotional

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Hah AJ-Put some more thought into your question.

I think I was a fixer, but I think so was he. I guess we can't have two Captians in a relationship now can we. I guess there is a learning lesson.

BUT, I dont think(?) I have tried to do that since he left.

So much positivity in my sitch, but I still feel low. I know...patience.

I wrote a letter via email to him, that I didn't send to H. I wish I could, but know better.

I have learned that this sitch has taught me how much I do love him, just wish it would teach him the same about me.

I told a freind that we have spent some alone time together and it was all good, but no OR talk or anything romantic. He seems to think that these "reaches" mean something and that if he didn't love me, he wouldn't ask or try to spend time with just me.

Part of me would like to believe this, but parts of me are scared there are other reasons, although I don't know what the reasons are. Anyone want to give there opinion, thoughts or advice on the matter?