Is there light at the end of the tunnel Part 1?

[Bel123]

That said, it does get a little easier every day. I still feel sad sometimes, or lonely, but I don't spend a lot of time there. It comes, I acknowledge it, and I move on with my day.
Focus on you and the things you can control and hang in there.

You my friend are a rock. I don't know if I have it in me for 2 more years of this "cold war" as MC called it. Especially, when OM is in the picture. Sometimes I don't know even if she comes back if I would want her back since there have been so much damage inflicted in both of us. But that’s another bridge to cross if we ever get there so for now I have to acknowledge sadness, loneliness and do something about it and not dwell like you said.

Thanks for the engorgement and taking the time to write Breakdown!