Yes, BRNR, you do miss him. I'm glad you post here vs. saying something to him. And yes, your son is trying to pull you together. It's what he wants.
I wonder - are you the type to "fix" things where it concerns your H?
AJ
"Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter" MLK Put the glass down... "Yesterday I was clever so I wanted to change the world Today I am wise, so I am changing myself."