Made it through the trial without confronting W. I'm struggling with the thought of why I'm fighting so hard for someone who I no longer respect. At least not the new W. she disgusts me and I can barely stand to see her.

S9 is starting to show signs of stress related to this. Quick temper, arguing with everyone, acting out, etc. W stated that she can no longer control the boys. She's blinded to the fact that our situation is the primary cause of this. She thinks its preteen hormones. So angry at her stupidity.

M - 42
W- 37
S's - 9,6
M-12
T-14
FIL- diagnosed with fatal disease spring 2011
ILYBNILWY - march '12
FIL - died jan '13
W Moved out week later