Lost her love or MLC?

[Alias71]

Thanks SA for your comments.

Some days I think that I can cope with anything and other days, like today, I feel as if I'm going to fall apart with grief. (Although, realistically, I know that neither are true) I suppose it's an advance on the coping an hour at a time from 6 months ago.

I just wish I could be consistently strong. I just find it so hard not to comment on things.

BD? Does that mean that you are divorced? If so it must be incredibly difficult for you.