I will post to you about your issues on your thread when I get a chance.
And no, I don't read my old posts. Nor will I again.
I usually get angry at myself all over again b/c I whined too much, was spinning my wheels too much, wasting so much time thinking about my H's planning/thinking/doing/feeling,
instead of GAL and making forward movement of my own, and creating a new better life for me and my children.
I get angry all over again at myself for being stuck too long,
OR mad all over again at my h for his actions then. It's a setback.
I think the person who put "From this day forward" into our marriage vows was onto something brilliant.
So I go from this day forward.
M: 57 H: 60 M: 35 yrs S30,D28,D19 H off to Alaska 2006 Recon 7/07- 8/08 *2016* X = "ALASKA 2.0" GROUND HOG DAY I File D 10/16 OW DIV 2/26/2018 X marries OW 5/2016