I know it is so hard. The past few weeks maybe longer there are times I sit and just think of the good times we had and in my dreams the ones I can remember are all good ones of us getting back together. So all this just makes it harder. I dont want to pressure the W. But I do feel that I should continue to try to contact her. But also it may look like i am pressuring her from her side...

Well sorry we are both here but I do say this is a good place that has helped me get thru the hard times.