Thanks everyone for the good advice. I just feel like sometimes this is all a game and what happened to sitting down telling the other person how you feel and what you need from each other? Which I know can't be done right now. Then I'm even starting to question why I want this M to work so much. I'm a good guy, good job lots of friends and feel like she holds me back. She never takes blame in any of our R issues and always points the finger at me. Sorry for the rant, guess everything I'd starting to become surreal to me now. I can't figure out how you can be with someone everyday for so long and just cut them off!
Me:34 W:26 Together:5yrs M:6/4/11 1st bomb 11/11 2nd bomb 1/21/13 W files for D 3/18/13 She's living with her mom S:13 Previous marriage S:11 Previous marriage She has OM Previous FWB