Need to let go

[littleGTO]

Thanks, PoN, for taking the time to post in such detail to my thread. I appreciate the feedback.

Okay, one week, no talk on here about H. I can do it!

Upcoming GALs--going to a "new school" meeting for S11 tomorrow w a friend. Thursday either IC OR meeting w friend at her house for drinks after work. And, Saturday night indoor tennis (third time's a charm?). Oh, and all 3 boys have bball games on Sat. which is always fun.

Oh, and boys will probably spend the night (Sat) w their dad (2nd time for S9/S14 and 1st times for S11).

My upbringing was an intact family, fairly traditional in a lot of ways, although no extended family nearly (as neither do I).

PoN, I love rings. I wear 5 different rings my H has given me over the years. I still wear all 5 every day. Recently I have taken them off at the house to put on lotion and "accidently" leave them laying around (just to let myself see how I feel about this). I have never taken off my wedding ring (yet), nor do I intend to until/unless we D.

Goals- keep in great shape. Think before responding. Be grateful and appreciate (say thank you). Don't try to control what is not within my control. Detaching. Rediscovering what makes me happy. Acceptance of what its and living in the moment. Finding joy in every day and counting my blessings every day. Thanking God & putting 100% trust in Him.

I am thinking about attending a women's all day retreat next Saturday at a nearby church. Not sure if it's what I want to do or not, but thinking it might be good for me.

Lovin' our new little kitten. So snuggly. A great therapy pet!