We are hurt people lashing out, h is hurting too, but he's the cause of our hurt. His hurt is one of isolation and dep and he doesn't want to feel better, we do!

I have put this sitch in Gods hands....I just don't have the strength to get through much more!

The past can't be ahead of you in the future.
You don't have to figure it all out, just pick a direction.
What's next...I don't know but I can't wait!