Still confused...about everything.

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Thanks AJ. I needed encouragement.

I stop to think about what I say and what my actions are going to do so much more now than I did before. It is hard, but I am finding it easier...

Well, the medical front is okay. I found out yesterday, that I am fully anemic. Ugh! When I was pregnant with my sons, I was always on the border, but now I am full blown, which means prescribed iron tablets for the next 90 days and then a revisit. I was seriously wanting to get my first tattoo within a month or so, but I beleive I need to postpone now that this has come up. But this does explain my exhaustion, I thought it was due to the sitch and general life wearing me down, but no, this has also contributed. So help with my exhastion should kick in, in a day or so. Yay!!!

I don't have my other test to confirm my other health concerns until next week, but my specialist is fairly confident that it is only minor and that I shouldn't need any surgeries. Yay again!!! (okay, at least for now).

The boys are good. Their activities are increasing since spring is right around the corner, and I am still trying to figure how I am going to get it all done, but they are excited. (Spring is soccer and rehearsals/concerts for violin). Not to mention all the field trips kids go on when it starts to warm up. My son has four within the next couple of months. One is to DC and is an overnight. (He is excited, I am , well, a scared mama). But all this has kept us all busy.

My youngest still talks about H coming home, my MIL even said he said it to her over the weekend....so he is still breaking my heart. He also told me he has been praying to God that Daddy will come home. I do hope all our prayers are answered.