What I'm learning from H stages, myself!

[albamarie]

Pitbull, Nero really! Your funny that is one of my songs I use when I have those last minutes on the treadmill to get me finished.

Listen to you being all on top of it today! I started with indifference, that's what has held me together these last few months, but it was easier because he was on a silent kick. Now he's mister maid, and carp, and trying to be part of convo's, and dinners, and my bed.

Your right, it's like I pray God is maybe guiding I'm home, I don't push it, but when he does or says something dep. I get angry at the one ounce of effort I even aloud myself to give to this.

He will never be who or what I want, I read this from someone here, I would rather be happy than M, I need to be happy, I don't need to be M.

I'm stir crazy too, damn snow storm today! That's why I'm working inside but hell he had to jump in, in know how to put [censored] in the attic, thank you! My anger is his face these days and s21 is going through the same anger, it's like h should just stfu and don't try!

I'm being mean I get that, but I'm not going to hold it in so I guess I have to take it to the gym! I had my L4 L5 disc shaved 4yrs ago because of sciatica. I have several meds here but I don't respond well, so I diet and walk, I guess it will help both issues!

Thanks, Nero....I just miss L so much, I'm not cut out for such evil spew, I'm a L not a fighter! I miss a good handsome man speaking polite and respectful! I'm sick of the eggshells all over my house!