Thank you, stilllookingup for the suggestion to come here instead of family or friends. After a heart felt talk with my family for 4 hours they had literally convinced me to walk away from him. I spent the whole 4 hrs trying to convince them why I wanted to stay. Last night husband tipped the scales by pushing my buttons(my fault for allowing it) Needless to say, I didn't feel I wanted this emotional pain anymore and said I was seeing an attorney. I feel frustrated that I let my family influence my decision because in my heart, I really do want to save my marriage, I just haven't seen enough results after DB-ing and working on GAL for the last 3 months.It's painful.
