Thanks Grizz. Wasn't easy, but, I just can't let myself get drawn into something that isn't there. Yes, I still want all of the things that makes a good, healthy M.
Evidently W either doesn't right now, or doesn't know what she wants or needs. So I'm trying to use this time wisely to fix myself.
Little journaling...
Finally got the F250 fixed last night. Took D13 for a ride to see her mom at her new job. Good thing I did, too. W said she hadn't had a chance to eat and her blood sugar was starting to get low. Bought her a smoothie at McDonalds. She did seem glad to see D13 for a few minutes, too.
W got home about 11:15pm. She sat down on the bed and we talked for a few minutes about her day. She apologized for waking me and ranting about stuff at work. I told her that was no problem at all, and that she could vent whenever she wanted to; and that I certainly understood the need to get stuff off your chest. She thanked me and went into the living room to watch TV; which is where she was this morning - asleep, still on the couch.
