Lost her love or MLC?

[Alias71]

Aarrghhh. Wife went out with the dog for a walk with a couple of neighbours. That was 4 hours ago. Still no sign of her. (Should've guessed something was up. She left far too happy and gave me a kiss.)

I feel so pathetic. I feel as if I should call or text her. The thing is is that she ALWAYS goes out on a Tuesday evening. In other words she'll be out in 4 hours until ??

I'm so poor at holding my temper but I suppose I'll have to. It's always about being calm. I really have to find a way to be like this! (I have to think of the children too. I have to sacrifice myself for them, at least for now, the poor things)

Just venting.