She will get mad and yell again if she feels pressured in any way shape or form. Trust me, I have been there (am there). The perceived coldness is just a start pal. Best to heed Mr. Bond on this. I wish I had started this 10 or eleven months ago. And no, you don't deserve it, nobody does. She is feeling she doesn't deserve it either. But as everyone on here is saying, control yourself.
M17 yrs. me49 xW47 d15 d11
BD1-Jul/11(Affair found out) Therapy 9 months (tried 2) BD2- May/12(sep) Court Jul/13 - I got 50/50 Sold home - Aug/13 Court #2 - Dec/13 Court#3 - Apr/14 ... She lost again We settled.