thank you was feeling pretty down today, thinking about what has happen in the last months. Thinking of the way she looked at me screaming, In the mediator's office, how she looked at me when the mediator said that legal she may have pay me,(I was not even asking , the cards were just being put on the table, no decision were made) I do not want anything of hers, I would just like her to leave my things alone, she squandered her retirement on plastic surgery, and now she is after mine. I Remember the times she would scream at me while we were together, and I would take it, and not say anything about. I would shallow it all, and way for her to calm down before talking with her. That is something I have been working on
